So, I am feeling sad today. I don't know why, but I do. Is it that I am closing in on surgery? Is it that my baby girl is finishing preschool? Is it that I had such a good time with my husband and daughter last night having a photo shoot by a dear friend, that today is a let down? Is it that I miss my parents and feel bad because their 'baby' is having to deal with cancer? Is it that my friend Bonnie is such an amazing person that she calls me every couple of days to check in and I have yet to do anything meaningful for her? Maybe it's just this terrible sinus pressure I get when I sleep with my windows open. Yes, it's definitely the sinus pressure.